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Letters of Lieutenant Colonel Charles Bevan, 1804-1811.
Letter Number 65
Dated: 8th February 1811. C.B. Torres Vedras Addressed to Mrs C Bevan,
Money Hill, Rickmansworth, Herts
Stamped on address fold ‘Mr 9 1811’
I have just received, my dearest Mary, your unfinished account of our
poor little Boy’s illness; I trust that the Doctors expectations will be
fulfilled and the poor little sufferer be restored to the tender
Ministering of his anxious Mother. But I confess to you that my chief
anxiety is on your own account, the favourable turn in Edward’s case I
hope leaves no fear of relapse, but the fatigue and anxiety you have so
constantly sustained makes me tremble for you. I conjure you to take
some care of yourself, and to recollect that you are by no means the
strongest person in the world. You are fortunately in the midst of your
own family who I well know will take every possible care of you and
advise you in your labour as much as you will allow them to do. If it
was not for this I should never have a moment’s peace. God knows those
moments of ease are not too frequent with me. I am most particularly
obliged to your Mother for writing to me, and I was happy to hear so
good an account of herself – Of poor Mrs Bevan’s illness I am entirely
ignorant but by this letter I am concerned to find it. Must be something
being very serious. I am most sincerely sorry for her. I hope after a
packet will in a few days relieve all my anxieties on the score of the
health of my friends. Your little daughter I hear improves. When I am to
see her and all my friends I know not; every thing here seems to depend
on the stability of the change of administration – as it is imagined
that should any altercation (?) take place in the Cabinet, no uniformed
army will be sent to this country. Therefore we shall remain in the
lines to cover Lisbon. As usual there are arriving reports of the Enemy
but nothing to be believed. I am very well in health and pretty much as
usual in other respects – but this last letter has of course given me
serious nervousness. I know you will not suffer me to remain in suspense
over so interesting an event as that of your own welfare and therefore I
look with confidence for the next packet. Paterson forwarded your letter
to me but without any writing from himself – I do not know when I am
likely to see him, the roads and weather are equally impossible for
expeditious travelling – I am also very badly in the horse way.
You mentioned in one of your letters that James was promised a ship;
Pray has he any chance or does he prefer the country life to the more
active profession he started ? and Mr ? Griffiths leigh (or Grissleigh)
is likely not to endure much longer such; I am in hopes that he will
give him the offer before he relinquishes the situation he now fills.
Then I believe James is more in the way of happiness where he is. Though
I fear he is not quite rich enough to give up the prospect of becoming
more so; on comfort attending the Naval service, that we may in vain
look for. I wrote to Mrs Shaw on my arrival at Lisbon and shall write
again by this or the next packet – But I have very little means of
comprising an entertaining epistle from Torres Vedras.
I am hardly yet at home among my new comrades; but I suppose in time I
shall be perfectly callous to all feeling. And it is a great bore to be
making new acquaintances every day of one’s life; I always wish I lived
at Stockerston. Do you remember that place?
Pray give my best love to all your family. Tell your Mother I did not
think it necessary to make her pay for a latter as I am writing to you,
but I am most sincerely obliged to her in this as in various other
instances; I should be very happy to be whipping a top with Charles in
his new jacket. Pray make my compliments to him – Tom I suppose as
impudent as ever – God bless you all! I hope to hear of the perfect
recovery of Edward and of your own perfect health by the next
opportunity – In which expectation I am my best Mary,
Your Own C.B.
Torres Vedras
8th February 1811
NOTES BY TRANSCRIBER
i) Edward – CB’s second son (Charles, EDWARD, Tom, Eleanor)
ii) Mrs Bevan – perhaps CB’s paternal grandmother – but not identified
iii) New Administration – with the King’s insanity worse it was
generally thought that the Prince would take over and promote his Whig
friends – who inter alia, might make peace with France. He was sworn in
as Regent on 5 February 1811, but as the Doctors continued unwilling to
forecast that the King might not recover, the Regent declined to commit
himself and Percieval went on with the Tories (and the Prince showed
himself ready to support the war effort)
iv) James was about to get his ship – and CB was prophetic as he did not
enjoy it for long since she was taken in 1812 by USS Constitution
v) Griffiths – a pretty indecipherable name – perhaps one of the
Admiralty Secretaries – could also begin with Y
vi) Stockerston – reasonably clear – there is a village or small town so
named in Leicester near Uppingham
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